Most of all I am just tired of being tired

I am TIRED of crying.
I am TIRED of yelling.
I am TIRED of being sad.
I am TIRED of pretending.
I am TIRED of being alone.
I am TIRED of being angry.
I am TIRED of feeling crazy.
I am TIRED of feeling stuck.
I am TIRED of needing help.
I am TIRED of remembering.
I am TIRED of missing things.
I am TIRED of being different.
I am TIRED of missing people.
I am TIRED of feeling worthless.
I am TIRED of feeling empty inside.
I am TIRED of not being able to just let go.
I am TIRED of wishing I could start all over.
I am TIRED of dreaming about a life I will never have.
But most of all.. I am just TIRED of being TIRED!

I didn't write this but it could not be more true sometimes.